Sometimes you feel like your life is a movie, don't you? Love, crushes, broken hearts, mind made of a mess: everything around seems to be so unreal. You get, you lose, you cry, you get up and go after falling so deep. You start to live in the brand new world, make new friends, try to date, but then everything comes back around, like somebody has just kissed you hello without first kissing goodbye. But once your past is remembering way too strong with every step that you take, you get so confused and you just don't know what to do. You miss your past but you can't be sure if it won't let you down when you'll trust it and go back. And then, leaving all that you have by now, you may end up all alone. Either way, you're addicted to The Past. and there's only your heart to blame.
When your back hurts so muh that you can't even sit for 2 minutes there's nothing to do but go and get some sleep. On the floor. With no pillow. Hoping it'll go away someday or somebody will wake you up from this nightmare. And all I wanna say is I hate you school for making me sit on my ass whole day long and even longer because of so many silly stuff to do.